HMMM... preparing to go cruise lo... TML nite will go on the big big cruise the virgo star cruise.. Hope everything will be smooth in singapore lo.. cause alot of things are like jamming in this week.. WISH ME LUCK... Chiong everything ar... n hope i can enjoy my cruise well :)
will blog when i m back.. :) cya all..
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2:20 am
well.. sch hav start le.. back to my bz life again.. a bit not use.. but still hav to continue to get use to it... i had talk to my big sis about my result.. who noes.. she supported me to continue on n put in more effort.. :) JIAYOU BAZ..
on the first day of lesson.. then i found out my old tomatocan bag have been so dirty le.. EEEEEE... so decided to buy this new bag..
My new porter bag.. Tadaaaa!!!!!!!!

the carrier of my bag...

inside the bag.. (the lucky draw gift and the free porter keychain)

open up the plastic..

hmmmm.. nice?????? :)
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10:30 pm
i gt back my results le.. hmm actually seriously speaking im not excited at all to get back my results... it is always something that i don wan to face... the bad results..
well.. as for this time round... same thing again.. out of 3 modules i fail 1.. wat to say... i donnoe.. wat to do.. i really donnoe... when i first noe the news i wasnt too upset, but when i really awaken for my slp.. then i really start to feel the stress n depression.. classmates and friends around me are doing good n doing well.. left me me.. i suddenly felt, is it i m too stupid to study wif the rest of them.. quitting my job n going back to study is it a good choice? or is it the right choice?
after this exam, i really felt damn depress n disappointed in myself.. i din tell my mum about the extra fees.. actually, i jus feel sad n disappointed but i din really cry until nw.. when i decided to write hw hw i m feeling then i really cry out..
i feel so sad because i fail is not only the results, i had promise my big sis n my mum tt i will do well in my studies but now i kind of let down my mum... actually i din tell my mum about the retaking need $1700 extra... then i keep thinking... even if i retake this time will i be sure tt i wont need to retake another time... hw sure can i be? i donnoe... i only talk to my 2nd sis.. she told me nt to be discourage.. but i m so upset over it.. hmmm.. so i keep sitting down alone at my rm thinking abt it..
i tink i would continue this 2nd sem n if i fail another module again.. i guess.. i wont continue... i also wont retake anything le.. guess studying really not my cup of tea... i really don wan my family to keep paying more n more $$ for me.. the useless me..
but i tell myself.. this time round really mus chiong all the way.. cannot disapoint anyone le.. i hope i can do it.. seriously..
thanks wendy suling n all for ur concern..
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1:21 am